saved from the deep hole

im a 25 year old lady and i pray that this story touch someone else's life. i grew up in a God loving family but somewhere along the line i got lost. it started when i was in college, i fell in love with this guy who used to do everything for me. i started not going to church and it stayed like that even after i was married to this guy.

i had a beautiful baby girl and a year after the guy just left me and told me that the baby was not his. okay i was left stranded, i was still in college , with a 1 year old baby, i had owing college fees. i went through a hard time and fortunately i got an attachment place far away from home. i was now back at my grandparent's place as both of my parents are late. when i was at attachment i fell in love with a married man! i know by that time it was understandable for me, i had every reason to defend my sinful behaviour although i knew that God did not like it.

i started praying to God to remove me from that sinful relationship and praise be to God finally the relationship stopped with a major heartbreak on my part. from then on i moved through a series of bad relationships some guys way younger than me and some for the fact of hurting them. after attachment period i was now supposed to go back to college for my final year but i did not have the money as i was owing $1400.

i tried to look for the money from every relative, organization and anyone but it was to no avail. i gave up hope of finally going to school and i was so hopeless, depressed, i felt i was in a pit or hole and i was stinking. i turned to God for help, i wanted him to save me from destruction, I did a number of fasts but i remember my 3 day absolute fast which unfortunately i couldn't finish.

i cried unto the Lord and He had my cry, i was cleansed from every promiscuous deed. God shaped me, polished me during that time and taught me how to lister to his voice. one day i was called by one of my friends and college mates and told me that my class had contributed money for me to register. how shocked and happy i was remember the semester was left with a a month to close and i wasn't so sure if i were going to get permitted to register.

nevertheless i went to school i didn't even have a roof to shelter myself that day and praise be God He didn't just provide shelter only He provided food, transport money, loving encouraging friends and He fought for me.

i was able to register and He taught me my course which i was to write. i wrote exams with others and believe that i did exceptionally well. right now i am starting my final year second semester with an owing fees of $2100. i believe God will cancel that owing fees for me and i am in the midst of a 28 day fasting which i have never done and im concluding it with a three day fast.

God loved me when i was filth and low, when i was unworthy He took care of me. He did so many wonderful things for me and He still provides for my every needs. so dear friend if God was able to love me sinful as i was and showed me mercy, He can do more for you. just trust in Him and all will be well.